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I feel it rising to the surface...
No longer able to conceal,
This pain has grown past It's early Adolescence...
There's no denying the fact that
I am losing, This battle calls out and it is all to real, I feel it drawing in, getting closer, demanding something, a sense of closure??.....
But I have nothing to give,
There has been rent for the years kept away!.... a HEAVY price II've had to pay!...
Struggling to adapt , spending all you have to beg for the walls the keep you in, keep you silent, pass the time, breath it in , and out is life, more quickly as time goes by, unrecognizable you begin to find.
and lost are you with no peace to find in ur heart nor in ur head, lost all means to to live again!...
So with everything u knew before,
gone and left you stranded, AND STRIPPED YOU OF ALL THAT KEPT U GROUNDED TO THE CORE . NOTHING MORE...
SPEND UR DAYS NOW ONLY HALF AWARE, TO AWAKENED, NOT REALLY THERE, JUST KEEP BREAKING, AND SUFFOCATING IN UR PAIN FOR ITS TO HEAVY TOHOLD IN A HEART THE WORLD LOVES RAPPING!
IM TIRED OF BREATHING, TIRED OF DECEIVING, NEEDING WANTING BLEEDING NEVER RECIEVING, NEVER WILL I HAVE HEALING, SUFFOCATING I AM SUBSERVIENT, I AM SUCCEEDING...
I suffocate on what remains....
what a waste of a woman who tried so hard, I wish I cud change this but o dont have it anymore. its it's gone... and not long, I'll join in the song...
sometimes the end...
is where u belong!... :(

. . . GOODBYE !

-JENNIFER LWS. ©️