Beauty on another level finally got to meet the devil,
Or maybe I made that rose show it's thorns by plucking every little tiny petal,
I guess it is what it is and isn't what it isn't,
Got it embedded in your head so much like you encrypted it In digits,
Or someone else did it thenq you can say how your innocent,
And how you been doing it all by yourself cuz of my absences,
What about what I put up with that I'm sure I'll never get credited.
No, instead I'm viewed as the cause of your depression with my abusiveness,
Drugs that didn't end and all of my excuses,
Wasn't till it was dead and gone I understood it's effectiveness
I was so stubborn and ignorant,
Something we both never could have expected.
Everyday a piece of me painfully shreds away,
For all the love we tossed away for all the shame I choose to drink every single day,
All the dope I used to numb all the pain away,
Fell so hard then fell apart,
My Sky will never be the same without you in it my shooting star.
Memories engrave my brain of our story full of hurt and rage and lust and blame on every single page.
The damage is what you remember but I never forget the chapters of laughter,
The times when we enjoyed each other's company and the times how we felt actually mattered,
When we'd cook side by side and the high times at night chuckling with our chatter,
When you...