Angels bless you, kiss you, near you
Hold you high and safe from harm
You turned to me the day you left
With gasping breaths and I.V. arms
I wasn't there, I couldn't be
I wasn't there, you needed me
I wasn't there to help you breathe
I wasn't there to see you leave
And ever since I can remember
Every time I saw you cry
I couldn't save you, and it's constant
Eyes of tears are all the time
Raging into skies at night
While driving home so I can lie
And tell myself that I'm alright
While drinking whiskey, getting high
Just so that I can process this
And learn to live without your kiss
I failed you, I am not the same
But I will try to find my way

For you

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