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Loneliness
#©hëëshã_inks
Meeting you was a blessing in disguise,
Lurking around you became a source of happiness to me,
Listening to your rough soothing voice gives me the hope to move on...
Knowing you are near me gives me this confidence within me,
I have always hoped to make you proud....

But then...I realized I was the one hoping for more...
I realized you were always striving hard to give me attention,
I realized I was only forcing you to the end,
I realized I can no longer put up my hopes high for you again,
I made you apologize to me so many times,which is unfair...
I realized I only keep holding you back...



Though,I have always wanted to tell you what I have on my mind,
I felt so comfortable around you which made me think you became my comfort zone,
But,am sorry I overcrossed my boundary,
I was a loner before I met you,
I thought I already met my comfort zone that's why I kept looking for more...
I was too selfish...am so sorry,
I was looking for a backer but I forgot we aren't from the same world,


I thought you were pushing me away but I just realized I was been childish,
My loneliness made me like that,
Am sorry....I won't ask for more.

©hëëshã_ïñks#