You hate me, I see it in your eyes,
you despise me.
Your words hit harder than anyone Ive ever
had to fight.
Im dying each day,
as more time passes.
Your games make me start to not like you.
You were my partner, my better half
But your sick in the head.
The way you tell me to open up,
just to use my words to betray me.
The way you dissect each day, hours,
seconds, its too much.
Im going crazy being kept inside all day.
Your not very nice anymore and you
tell me i ruined everything.
Why do you keep trying,
let me go.
I try to leave your screaming
im abandoning you.
Your mind makes you feel I dont want you,
clearly its the other way around.
by making up all these things in your head you make both of us wish we were dead. I can't tell you how many nights I cry curled up alone on the couch just like last night when you were screaming at me stupid things unimaginable in my head do you know how hard it is to be around you when all you do is tear me down and tell me that I'm good for nothing and that I don't do shit but you don't see the little things the dishes done the laundry the way that I make sure to pick out all the things you like when I go to the store make you dinner each night and try to help you with all the things you do but you don't help yourself quit blaming me it's sick stop you're killing me you're breaking us apart
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