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Tired
You can't see but the
blood is dry beneath my skin

My chest explodes
with every breath I take in

I need relief
from this pain I feel

I'm all out of hope
for any chance to heal

I believe at birth
I was stamped condemned

Given a soul
with no measures to be hemmed

I keep praying
for a place to belong

But who wants to love
a person made all wrong

I feel ashamed
holding this knife

Knowing so many
are fighting to stay in life

But this Hell inside
just want end

And death it seems
has become my only friend

I never meant
to let anyone down

I smile but inside
im nothing but a frown

I break to bend
and stand to fall

I try to run
but can only crawl

I'm locked up
in the prison inside my brain

A nightmare beyond Hell
even the devil can feel my pain

So as I lay
me down to sleep

I pray that God
will take my soul to keep

I pray he let's me
die before I wake

And retrieves my soul
before it's to damaged to take


© LaDonna Michelle💛