#20's
Hi there Lord,
It's me again.
I know I may be a bother,
but here's another plan.

Not yours but mine,
Yes,
I apologized in hand,
the words I'm gonna whisper,
I think it is for the best.

So,
(whispering)
what if I were to die, say, today in the middle of my sleep?
the agony I'm gonna feel,
I think I can handle them better than these ricocheting stabs in my chest and not my heart, I FELT?!?
okay?

The void which I thought I dealt with,
has come back to...