Empty- containing nothing; not filled or occupied.
I feel a sense of something grow inside me.
It is harsh, mean unforgiving
it grows more and more as time passes.
A room of people occupied with talk and laughter the room,
for me, it feels as those this beautiful bliss
will always be out of reach.

The feeling becomes more intense, as though its eating me alive.
A pool grows around me pulling me into this...