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why?
Why can't I just be who I am,
Without doubting my every move and plan?
Was I too mean or too clingy to see?
Always questioning if it's really me.
I can't love with all my heart,
I can't hate with all my might,
Afraid of tearing someone apart,
So I hurt myself each night.
Why do I care for the one who caused my pain?
But I do,
I care,
again and again.
Though they broke me and left me lost,
My heart still pays the heavy cost.
I guard my feelings,
build my wall,
Fearing the hurt if it should fall.
Trapped in a cycle,
round and round,
My silent cries make not a sound.
In the end,
I wear a mask,
Hiding behind questions I can't ask.
Why can't I just be who I am,
Without doubting my every move and plan?
© soulink
Without doubting my every move and plan?
Was I too mean or too clingy to see?
Always questioning if it's really me.
I can't love with all my heart,
I can't hate with all my might,
Afraid of tearing someone apart,
So I hurt myself each night.
Why do I care for the one who caused my pain?
But I do,
I care,
again and again.
Though they broke me and left me lost,
My heart still pays the heavy cost.
I guard my feelings,
build my wall,
Fearing the hurt if it should fall.
Trapped in a cycle,
round and round,
My silent cries make not a sound.
In the end,
I wear a mask,
Hiding behind questions I can't ask.
Why can't I just be who I am,
Without doubting my every move and plan?
© soulink
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