Pouring out my heart all over again
Trying my best to say I still sane
Tears on the verge of an endless stream
Pulling all the strings on my dreams

Waking up becomes irrelevant
Escaping from life suits the vibrant
Never have I ever felt this helpless
All I wish I'd never be so reckless

Letting go came off intoxicate
Each night letting myself suffocate
Troubling the one I adored
Shoving them outside the door

My mind gets cloudy with questions
Wary of something on the horizon
I never wanted to feel this way
The colors I knew all faded to grey

Sinking ships is like a constant reel
Won't let my heart begin to heal
I'd beg people with my eyes
Hoping to always be protected by

Where's the end of this hole
I'm burning inside all alone
Shouldn't it getting more easier
For I've been living in it for years

© damsel with thoughts