There's a jungle gym
In my head
But I won't tread
Cuz I don't play around
With my feelings
And emotions

It's too hazardous
To play it safe
It's a waste of time
But I still wait
I say I'm fine
To abbreviate
I'm Fucked up, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional

Feeling like I'm on a roller coaster fall
They say stay away from drugs
I took them all

I'm a advocist at best
Have my words
Put you to rest
Fuck around
And you'll be next

Seeing signs that I regret
But I'm blind to common sense

Mentally
I could write a symphony
From everything you did to me
It's infamous
How you played me all along

It's destiny
I still miss you
Desperately
But I won't do the chase ...