It all started out as a sheer one night stand without strings attached.
Yet today I find myself thinking and missing you so much without pauses or a moments rest.
I see you everywhere I gallivant to, yeah,u are in my veins and I can't cut you out.
You are in my skin, your very cologne and body scent has inflicted upon me.
I know you are one of many mistakes,yet I cannot seem to steal away from your company and your essence.
At the party,I saw your eyes fixated on me,tis beats me if it was a spark of interest or some sort of a flirtatious intimidation.
To you it might have seem to be a hit and run without complication,yet I long for you day and night,the room is quiet and empty and my bed is so cold.
I long for a minutes embrace of your love,yet loves escapes and avoids me like the plague,I want you and only you,I can no longer stand this unrequited feeling,where are you now.
Love,oh love how I wish Cupid would struck my dreamboat with his venomous arrow to make him mine and have eyes only for me.
One look at you leaves me blushing red and falling harder in this pit of love you dug and threw me in like an abandoned slave,I struggle to move on,I don't want this chapters to end without full exploration.
Can beauty arise from ashes,I want this fiery love of ours to simmer down to relief and comfort than just a burning lustful passion.
Staring down from my terrace I hear the soothing tunes of Beethoven from my stereos,the calming tunes turns meditative to me,it paints a picture of how we can be if we cohesively give each other second chances,there is certainly hope for us.
Just leave him and forget about it,that is what they say yet I cannot get you off my mind, your entire being of how you are has been etched into my brain.
Bleak weather,torn flowers, alcohol,and antidepressants lay on the floor haphazardly,I'm trying to find the meaning of life and love,if I had the power I would immediately will you out of control over me yet that cannot seem to be,my fragile heart has already become addicted.
On the streets of Paris as they Eiffel tower face adjacent,I behold couples hand in hand with each other, laughing and playing around like little kids on a see saw balance.
I'm all alone by myself just envying to have this happen to me too, when will my time come,I want to touch and feel the love of someone who loves me come flaws and imperfections and weirdness and all.
Hopeful for the days to come to arrive with an extra dose of love,I'm trying to let you go,out of my life and out of my sight.
I finally understand it's not meant to be,though only fate knows as to why,that will be a story for another day.
My dear friends tis true the saying if it's yours it will come back in the long run if not then await the next contestant to approach.
The world is a global village after all ,dear Bonnie your Clyde will arrive in due time so ahoy do never fret.

Author: Francisca.
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