I don't mean to be emotional
I don't mean to take things seriously
I don't mean to make you feel the need to
hey hateful and ugly with me

I can't shed another tear not only cause I just can't take it anymore and you broke me but also cause you start to get irritated when I do

I don't mean to cause you stress
or anger
I simply just want to talk and when I get emotional that should show you I really care and value you

our love can be beautiful at times
it's can also turn into a beautiful rose and grow
but the resentment you built towards me showes and turns is into nothing but a wilted rose that fights(or one side fights) to thrive

I wish you gave me more your heart then your tounge of hate
we can have the brightest light together
but once something isn't right or turns to an emotional state you shut me out like always


I want your love. your pain, your smile, your laughter, your heart, your goofiness, your mind, I WANT YOU

I wish I knew the answer to how to be with you without you being like this towards me I know I'm not perfect myself by no means

I wish nothing but smiles and love and laughter for the rest of the time we are together
I TRULY LOVE YOU BUT WHY CANT YOU TRULY BE OPEN SAFE SECURE WITH ME

what dont I have that gets your clock ticking heart racing mouth watering whole hearted and soul to open like Niagara falls.

My whole heart is yours why cant you see that. I wish I could cut my heart out and give it to you with a whole buquet of Mary Jane

© mazie420