my face is just in absolute pain

i have absolute doubt like Lil Peep

my jeers of pain emanate the fear of death for some

mine is the fear of living


moving to new worlds and seeing new sights

you know the brain feels better when that happens..

new faces, new smells, new sounds, new sights

all i do is sigh and have Draconian tears


i forget the rest

can i just be at rest

like i feel like i attest

i should just be in arrest

.my mind hates me.

and I can't get out of this slump please just finish this story