I'm sitting here watching as each aspect
Around me crashes like waves on a beach
During a storm. My heart beats slow
Steady. One tear. Two tear. Three year. Four.
All I see is flash of moments in time.
First so happy. So free. But slowly grew dark
And scary. As if coming for me.
I try to find something. To hold. To keep.
But much like my happy little smile.
Your so...