I'm sitting here watching as each aspect
Around me crashes like waves on a beach
During a storm. My heart beats slow
Steady. One tear. Two tear. Three year. Four.
All I see is flash of moments in time.
First so happy. So free. But slowly grew dark
And scary. As if coming for me.
I try to find something. To hold. To keep.
But much like my happy little smile.
Your so cold and bleak. Please
Help me. But no one sees to hear
As I slowly fall face first into tears.
I need something. I need you.
But all you seem to do. Is keep me hostage
In my pain. For once split second I understand
I need to run. Go. Hide.
In order for me to make it out of this mess alive.
Faster. Farther. I gotta get away.
Because if I stay here.
I'll just sink further. My hand is reaching
But no one holds it. I'm sorry that I missed
Your fall. I tried to be there as you
Called my name. But then I wake up
Up and suddenly see. It's not you falling
It's me