I decided to end my life,
There is no point in living anymore.
Who I loved the most is telling that
I am no use to her now.

It's been like this for years now.
I have fulfilled all my responsibilities.
For the past few years a glass ,
and empty Bottles were my companions.

They never complained.
Rather they shared my pain and
Made me alive - a reason to
Live a day more.

But where did I make a mistake?
I was a good son , a brother ,husband
And a father. Though from the first one
I was taken away forcefully.

I toiled days to bring a smile
On the faces of those who are dear to me
But I was looked at with scorn,
Ashamed .It was cruel.

So I have decided to part my ways
To wander off , to fade and hide.
May be it's a mistake..because
I haven't enjoyed my life yet.

I haven't lived a day for me.
It's painful, but I have no choice.
These are my parting words.
Forgive me for what I couldn't do for you.