Participation which lead to an invoked stirred concoction of emotions, starting but simultaneously ending. Exhaustion from this pretence "I really do love you "is my only excuse & defence. Trust isnt for free, it comes at an expense but solely if only this rapport could commence. Something so immense that the cognitive dissonance triggers overthinking now nothing makes sense. Overwhelmingly intense to be indreched, commondiously blissful but simultaneously dubiously scary. "Guards up" everything turned furiously wary. But I need you to hear me, it's clearly, unspoken unconditions that communicated between us when your near me. And the situation you have been placed in, isnt comfortable & fairly. The Most High comes first surely were guilded through the better or the worse. Prepared to lighten The Most Highs burdens by completing The Most Highs work. Withdrawal, cause to see you suffer in silence actually hurts.