I have always been the one holding the reins, the creature below me following suit. I have seen it in every aspect of my life, I held the key, opened the door, gave and took as I pleased. Every man to show up fell short, their temperament to mild, their willingness to lead too weak, their love for me nonexistent. "For it is in change and sacrifice that you find service of the heart". And I have to admit I compare them to you. It comes up often in my brain how long I dealt with less than the bare minimum. No amount of work could keep our calls short, no amount space could tear us apart, not money or friends nor any worldly...