Ever felt like a prisoner,
in the jail of the mortal,
trapped with the lil'monster
thats trying to eat you...

Felt scared or lonely,
To afraid to be brave ,
to fight the 'mini devil'
thats turning to satan..

Felt surpressed with 'the devilish'
like it turns up to eat you,
You(paralyzed) await your death,
for the suffering to be over,
Yet death doesn't comes your way through??

Are the bars sunken red in your blood, sweat and tears?
Has the brutal reality eaten you raw?
To weak, you're collapsing my dear..
But who is gonna catch you??

Once, the night was ill and me sunken in red; trapped,the monster behind my back,
ready to attack, to tear me apart,
It was behind me,so enormous and wide!
death was near I knew,
Fate is fate no one can escape,
So,I stopped .
I turned behind ,
The 'devil' ready to slaughter me,
With those nails and teeth and paws ,
but I didn't turn ,and faced it ,
It looked at me surprised, as if asking me "what was I doing?"
I just looked at it with a cold gaze,
hopeless, not knowing what to do...

I saw it ,it saw me ,
and I just stared and stared,
The monster said something
that I could never forget,
"why you fear me ?? what had I done? You ran and ran ,as we are different , but you silly young woman ,I am you and you are me so stop fighting...."
I couldn't breathe I...

After the encounter,
'the devil' sits with me ,
eats with me,sleeps,with me,
but as if I care.....
It befriended me and this place is better ..
IT haunts me,disturbs me ...
but now I don't have to run
my scares are heeling ,
And now I fear not a thing,
My friend, this place is better ,and I made it so...

Friend, the only thing I say to you is fear no more, as I have entered my own path of salvation and euphoria,and so will you!!!!

"thank you"



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