Got a new dress,
A pretty pendant and a new sling bag,
It glimmers,
The heels are way over my budget,
But got them anyways,
Matching silver earrings with a diamond ring,
I am in a non-toxic relationship with money,
It shines,
It glitters,
It's all mine,
the drinks, the fries, the music, the high,
It doesn't pretend to love,
Doesn't make me feel insecure,
Wish I had more
to dissolve myself in to forget what's going on

Thought that having myself, having everyone else is what made me rich,
but everyone is full of shit,
and I love myself, but I dont like who I am,
awkwardness,
bad social skills,
People who hate me,
and people who pretend to not,
brains dumber than...