There's so much that I could say to you but I get that same feeling that you get when they don't come home you know.
I don't know you, I let things go, I understand what's this is all about,
but I can't get caught up in this I dropped out of that long,long time ago.
I met you and well you're one of those that's kinda hard know what I mean.
Well you have a certain drive that I don't want or need I don't try to keep up with others and I felt I had to compete for you and other things it made me know that it's not worth it.
I grew up knowing that if you have to compete for someone heart it's a sport not a love a game.
I grew knowing that the wrong never gets better it only gets worse and that's the change that happens
it get worse and worse and worse.
And once I get the wrong/bad it's time for me to walk and stay away.
I don't live for pain or whatever it is that drives others I don't cut myself or hurt my or whatever it is that turn others on.
The first is my last.
It doesn't take but once for me.
I hope you have what you want,

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