Despair sets upon my mind,
Captured in the sight of these underlying cry's,
Inner strength depleting like the fragments of my mind.
Scarce to choose the thoughts I use,
Frantically crawling away from the whispers that ridden everyones views on me to sway,
They all seem to stray away.
Bothersome,alone
I wish to grasp these insecurities and forbid them to have ever arose,
Stuck beneath the ground,
I plead to make no sound,
Blood curtling screams to be free.
Skin crawling,letting loose
I open my mouth and then it all spews.
Left alone,alone to be left
These harsh tones make me feel incompetent.
Trying to keep my mouth shut but I'm pulled different ways,
Right is wrong and wrong is right
I never can make the choices that lead me to the light.
I'm always left in disappointment,
Yet it never frays,
It lingers threw one another and thou I remain,
I remain standing but nothing's sane.
A shallow black pit bleak and completely bare,
Any words spoken back utterly rupture, never repair.
The darlings poor soul who's awaking torture,
I seek the other side to the escape,
The escape is truly vacant otherwise decay,
If decay is the awnser why am I here?
I await the awnsers but they never appear.
I'm drowning in the silence of the souls forbidden sins,
Thou I still remain captured there clearly is no win,
Forever is terrifying, I tryed to cut the ties
I always end back up with a blindfold over my eyes.
Blackness arises, the devil's hands crawl around my neck, my senses heightened.
Silence is a true remedy,
To cure the unspoken that wants to be free,
It may churn your gut, make you panic and cry,
But at the end of the day
You at least saved your loved ones from the tortures tides.
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