Despair sets upon my mind,
Captured in the sight of these underlying cry's,
Inner strength depleting like the fragments of my mind.
Scarce to choose the thoughts I use,
Frantically crawling away from the whispers that ridden everyones views on me to sway,
They all seem to stray away.
Bothersome,alone
I wish to grasp these insecurities and forbid them to have ever arose,
Stuck beneath the ground,
I plead to make no sound,
Blood curtling screams to be free.
Skin crawling,letting loose
I open my mouth and then it all spews.
Left alone,alone to be left
These harsh tones make me feel incompetent.
Trying to keep my mouth shut but I'm pulled different ways,
Right is wrong and wrong...