I name you pain
Unbearable and can't help feeling
Saying it means nothing
Leave me here to cry
Leave me alone here
You're breaking and breaking
Hide it or it'll be lost
They're not looking for it
Why do you like it
Calling it pain
Crossed with pain

Contradict me with every word and feeling
I love both good and pleasant pain
You cause it and somehow it's good
On the other hand, it hurts unconsciously
But it's bearable
Every lying word...
Every lying word...
In my head, I'm confused
What is true
Let it end
I want something better

Let go of me
You're squeezing it so tight
Hold on
Memories
I don't want you, I love you
I call you hate
Emotion planted in my head
The brain has gone on a vacation
The heart is crushed

I don't like to lift any of them
I want to listen to both
To love and choose well at the same time
I want to love you without hate
That I want to be yours
Without any inhibition
My heart has chosen
You took my last eye
My chance
To be happy
While I try not to love you

I hate everything about you
I roll my eyes
What if it's a lie? What if I'm not?
You'll trick me and make me laugh
Or I'll throw it...