When I start to feel you getting close.

I know its time to let things go.

When I worry

About you

Or what youre doing

Or more painfully

..who...

Youre with

When I want to be by your side

and I start to think about

.......what itd be like if you ..

.... were in my life

.... It's time id better stop ....

Turn my back or pick a fight.

...get up and leave ...

Mid fight

In the middle of the night.

...I dont want to feel ....

What you'll to do me

if I care

..I dont want to cuddle ..

I dont want to fuck .

...

... I dont want to be responsible

for the things ill do to you .

..I dont want to know what your thinking

Where your at

.... Or how you feel...

We are

...Tired

and losing sleep ...

I hate myself enough

I dont want you next to me

I ruin lovers

...I dont need friends ...

... . I dont do enough ...

... I dont take chances...

.... ... to see whats next ..

I dont want to scrounge around

Trying to make things right .

.. Ive got to let things go ...

I want to tell you that I need you.

And that I want to keep...