why mom i can't deserve better,
why God chose my life to shatter,
i m that bad mom,
are the amount of tears were decided even from ur womb,
if no ,did i do that much bad to some,
that left my loved ones eyes to numb,
but i tried to be good with all,
nd is my faliure in it is the reason for my fall,
in keeping my lovely people to near,
was this a test then how much tests still to be gear,
tell me naa answer to all my doubts,
if u don't have then let me have a shout,
with myself that got painful seeing else 's sad face,
listen to me child ,all the happenings r just ur karma's trace,
not may be in this life but the early one,
that u don't remember still u must have given tears to some,
nd what good happens to u is bcoz of ur deeds in this life,
so enjoy it with a smile without complaining about strife,
bcoz everyone is lovely to god,
it's only u nd ur deeds that makes difference,
so always help others and good to all hence..