used to be that kid in high school the only thug that's had his head phones blaring to keep the nose of socialality away bit I had lost so much them curent year dawn man how well I had lost the only person who understood me lost a couple of homies from the past in them year but never getting how I crushed my soul slot turned to ash in stage though went from a broken heart to a black soul fighting my inner demons but they finally won then I lost myself as my heart beated no more slow started to swim in a black ebis in my head of what was but can never be again then over time I was numb I was different then I found out that I don't deserve this hurt I've cause myself learn how to give no fuck laugh some more an smile then I found a since of humor no Walt Disney goofy joker funny then i found myself again but still distant from feeling I found coping helps soo till I die alway an forever I shall remain with no shame aim to the gain of what remianscof me the thug i am today brutal honestly from me is all to be spoking from me honestly