sometimes I wish I was Elzabel,
so evil and so monstorous that even God, who loves everyone, hates her.
She had killed and she was feared...
and her name lived a thousand years....

Sometimes I wish I was Hitler,
trying to conquer the world at all costs
and turning people on each other....
so much that half the world went to war because of him...and his name lived a century.

But I don't have the guts for such cruelity.
Coward. yes....I believe that's the word.
Thus the world doesn't see me.
It doesn't know my name.
I feel invisible,
and useless.
I keep...