Obviously

Obviously not a Stargirl
Flames but lack of warmth,
So many regrets,
Can't count'em.
Your doe eyes,
Gives me shine,
Still, I am dull.
Couldn't start the work,
Can't stop myself from crying.
Map of the world, still I am lost.
Lost in my regrets,
Lost in "what ifs".
Obviously not smart,
But I have been trying since the last summer.
I am so fuckin...