I clean my things today,
contact every person I ever cared for
families and friends,
coming back in my room,
I wrote the letter
"I am sorry,
I can't do this anymore,
there is no more reason
for me to live.
I never told you this,
but I love you,
I always have cared for all of you,
I am sorry you have to go through another pain because of me,
but I promise, this will be the last,
Goodbye"
Placing the letter on my table,
I lay on my bed listening to my
playlist for the last time
Going outside to the fields,
I stare at the sky,
The moon looks lovely tonight,
the stars are extra friendly
the fireflies don't fly away
for the first time,
I see the beauty of the world,
I feel at peace,
that's when I realized,
I do have reasons to live for,
never again shall I try to end my life
because I am worth living,
The world needs me,
My family and friends need me.


© Rejila

It's just a fictional story 😅