Meeting you was an accident
Resisting you was my decision
I had to play it cool every time
When all you do is cutting me fine

Back when I was so careful
About any step I might fall into
Somehow I still let myself down
Even when I'd seen the fallout

I'd like to think sometimes
Did you survive all the sleepless nights
Did you make it through the day
Without any reflections of me

But then I remember
How I've always been in between the lines
All the tactless way you taught me
Mindlessly ruining my sense of sanity

It took me a while
To get you out of my mind
But I know it's worth trying
So I could recognise my worth instead

I've stuck around on a roller coaster
It's such a place of disaster
Made a promise I'll get out of here
I knew I'll be happily ever after

© damsel with thoughts