and i just stood there
i just stood there,
waiting in horror
with chills running up my body
waiting for a healthy heart to borrow

i had it broken for the first time
but i just stood there
all the emotions were waiting in line
waiting to show and in me bring out the worst

my eyes almost popped up
when i saw his shadow for the last time
i almost dropped dead
when i heard all the things he said

his voice formed a force
a force no one can beat except it's source

i was the puppet
i did everything he asked for
i never fought against him
and that's something i'm proud of

he killed my best self
he sliced my heart open
he caused my downfall
but he enabled the rise of himself

and while he did all that
did it with his hands bare
i just waited
and i just stood there

© maritamrvica