We've got a villainous background
Most of it was dreamed up
By Queens wwhose jealousy is profound
And stories that were beefed up
And I'm the one who oughta know
I'm the one , whose out of time
Yea I'm the broken hearted fool
Innocent of all the lies

I'm an outsider, though the years make you wiser
I find it harder to live, around people you can't Forgive
Weaving webs like a spider
I'm an outsider

It's a circle of deception
It's a hall of strangers
It's a great misconception
You can feel the anger
And im the one who oughta know
I'm the one Left in the dust
I'm the one with no where to go
I guess I was not enough

I faded while they laughed at me
Losing my health and my self control
Is this to be my legacy
A sad world of dark and cold
And im the one who oughta know
I'm the one they cursed to die
I'm not one of the twisted souls
With AIDS I tell them no goodbyes