Everywhere I go,
Everywhere I look,
Everything I say,
Everything I think,
Is all about You.

You,
are not a lover,
nor family,
nor my friend or someone or something I adore,
You can never be.

Because
You are something I hate to the end of this Universe,
You don't let me live in peace nor let me think in peace.
My mind is always at a war with you,
and everytime I lose.

The result?
Frustrating mental torture.
I fear that someday it's going to get worse and I will never win and escape from You.

You truly are another name for Hell.


© Ophelia