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Rebuilding
I wish I could say that I rise back up everytime I fall.
But the reality is, everytime I fall, I break like ceramic and I lose a part of myself with it.
Over the time, I have lost my hopeful and optimistic part, my kind and innocent, loving and trusting and many other parts as well.
After each fall, I try to gather up what's left of my broken self and put them up together to build a new unrecognisable self.
So, I can't say I rise back up everytime I fall.
All I can say is that, after each fall, I rebuild myself from my broken pieces to face the next one; which is never an easy task.
At this point I am nothing but an amalgamation of the roughest and toughest pieces that are best durable for the worst situations that are yet to come.
This makes me both hard on myself and the ones around me.
But this is the only way I know how to survive,
and this is the only way I survived my deepest falls.
.
.
© 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖍𝖆
But the reality is, everytime I fall, I break like ceramic and I lose a part of myself with it.
Over the time, I have lost my hopeful and optimistic part, my kind and innocent, loving and trusting and many other parts as well.
After each fall, I try to gather up what's left of my broken self and put them up together to build a new unrecognisable self.
So, I can't say I rise back up everytime I fall.
All I can say is that, after each fall, I rebuild myself from my broken pieces to face the next one; which is never an easy task.
At this point I am nothing but an amalgamation of the roughest and toughest pieces that are best durable for the worst situations that are yet to come.
This makes me both hard on myself and the ones around me.
But this is the only way I know how to survive,
and this is the only way I survived my deepest falls.
.
.
© 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖍𝖆
