why.....

why......

why......

I ask these days but never feel a need.....

only the eyes grieve....but what is said can't you believe....it's only true when the lies dead...broken bones show you the pain.....felt through the world with anger that's rolled......

I sent you another, but it never came...buy delicious thoughts dabbled throughout my brain....of what may come to be with what is left of me.....

hold in my memory how beauty controls what I think.....throw away hold and stay....my enemy controls my days.....but I need to break away before to late....my eyes hurt from tears that dry from the anger that's been dulled upon....

I bleed from the soul.....

today hasn't went well....

it's only the outside that feels surreal....but the mainstay that's given in jest....

trouble yea trouble, it's like a drug formed from the rubble.....I seek what can't kill me but holds my thoughts from enthralling me....

delivered from the evil within separated from the bone hard to relive.....

I tossed I turned I'm told it's alright but nothing belongs just holes arent i right....you say its just the beginning but the endings in sight......
© silentOne