This being sent has a deeper meaning than you think
I have things I want to tell you
Feelings I want to show you
But... I'm scared to
I dont know if ill tell you
I've been hurt before
Many times before
If you ask ill tell you
I made a book for you
A book full of things about me
Things I can't tell you
Dear future
The time I'm writing this is way before I met you
Because you are hopefully my future
A future I've been longing for since my first heartbreak
There are many secrets to knowing me
Many secrets to understanding me
This poem is like a letter to you
So many things I've made for when I meet you
Various ways created to express my feelings for you
Vocally I can't and never will be able to
Actions speak louder than words
For me, it's different
Writing speaks volumes
Volumes of emotions I cant say
All feelings are in a poem
When I meet you, ill  be a little shy at first
Seeing if you'd be like the others
My future
I dont think I could handle another heartbreak
Pain isn't an emotion I handle well
I'm a little new to relationships
My past ones never lasted long
It always ended before it truely began
There will be walls put up in front of my heart
Just know seeing this means you've broken some
You'll break the rest over time
Because im guarded  and shy
'THE KEY' shall be of help
For 'The Key' is the way
The door to the answers you seek
© orchi1987