maybe it's self hate
I poison myself
on a daily basis
but it all is in good fun
only poems I write
most of the thoughts I think
are hatred or poison related
I sometimes find interests
such as music or nature
research places I want to go
I like to tell myself
to get out there more
and to really read a book
I tell myself a lot of things
like that I'm a peaceful person
really there's a side of me
maybe it's an entirety
that finds comfort and excitement
in conflict
in a happy setting
where we all have fun
and talk nice and positive
I feel like the setting is weird
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on a daily basis
but it all is in good fun
only poems I write
most of the thoughts I think
are hatred or poison related
I sometimes find interests
such as music or nature
research places I want to go
I like to tell myself
to get out there more
and to really read a book
I tell myself a lot of things
like that I'm a peaceful person
really there's a side of me
maybe it's an entirety
that finds comfort and excitement
in conflict
in a happy setting
where we all have fun
and talk nice and positive
I feel like the setting is weird
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