I want someone to face my insecurities with me
Someone to prove me wrong
To prove my restless mind wrong
To laugh at it with me after that has happened
      I want someone to understand me
     To understand I can't help thinking this way only for them
     That am never this thought driven or blinded person
     Not with anyone but with them
     I want someone to understand that
    And understand that's how much they mean to me
I want someone to understand
Someone who will know that am crazy over them
That my possessiveness and jealousy can't be helped
Someone to tease me about them but always reassure me
      I want someone to let me be their other half
      Just like I would let them
      I want someone to let me face their troubles with them
      and not sideline me when they need me more
I want someone to tell me staff without me asking
Because am sure they'll be fed of my endless tales
So I want them to make me feel that exasperation I make them feel
Someone to match my energy
  I want someone to love me like they say they do
 Someone who won't take my doubt as a burden
 But will understand I'm just insecure about my value to them
Someone who won't get tired of my tantrums
Sometimes uncalled for
Someone who will make me get out of my head and make me free
   And I would love to be that someone to someone too
I want someone to share their burdens with me and not just me to share.
I want someone to respond to me like I do to them
I want someone I know I can't have
I want someone I know doesn't exist
I want someone from a fairytale
A certain Santa from a fantasy
I'm afraid I can only dream of such
Because happy ever after doesn't exist
But if it did
I want someone like this. 

  poem by Nimbus feels
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