Thy pained,Thy cried , thy even tried and tried for over 7 years but still no beloving was giveth unto me!
Is this a plauge from thy God upon me !Why upon me !

Oh forgivith me ,Oh forgivith me my beloved God
Forgivith me For my doing Forgivith me for my weakness. Forgivith me for giving up! Forgivith me for incorporating this overcasted cold steel blade to course threw my sad earthed heart and allowing its London cloud fogging into possessing my body too a sad Saturn corpse.

Oh Dear God oh Dear God you were much too late i waited and waited but thy was impatient!
thy was sadden and drunk!
thy was feeling lost and foolish!
With Love,
Jessy July.
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