I have several me hidden inside me
Several me claiming to be me..

I was someone else when I said that I loved you for the first time, I was someone else when I fell out of it, Someone else who stood you up that night in the rain, Someone else who didn't have the courage to apologize, Someone else who left the country and never bothered to inform,

And now...

I am someone else who feels this suffocating remorse for all the wrongs that I have done.

You have several you hidden inside you
Several you claiming to be you..

You were Someone else when you said that you loved me even more, Someone else that couldn't understand how I fell out of it, Someone else who was drenched in the shivering rain, Someone else who expected an apology, Someone else who couldn't believe I left the country without kissing you goodbye

And now...

You are Someone else that's as hard as a stone and you have vowed never to look back.

And the real me sleeps with lights open,
teary eyes, watching the blurry night skies
still searching for your shapes in the clouds.


© Rr