You have changed; I say no. I didn't, but the world changed. I'm still the one who wants to grow up and leave her parents's house, but now I wish to never grow apart from them. Granny would tell me all the fairytale stories, but she never told me that the world was that monster that was under the bed. I was always told that karma has a way to find you, but it never backs me up.

I used to run around, but now I run away from the world. Now I run to pray that I don't have my name tainted by the paint, just to remember that I once used to draw all the imaginary things. I'm still trying to run as fast as I can.

They said you have changed, but the world has. I'm the one who still carries the world's blame since the age of Adam. I haven't changed. I'm just a soul that deserves to be alive, to have a father and a mother who do care. If a parent doesn't see a remote to control or a weapon, I'd be successful.The world has. It still tells me you don't have to hide who you are; you are beautiful, but they don't want to see my unfiltered scars. I mean, I don't want a face lift; I want to lift my future. It's the doctor who helps to go under the knife, just like the murder. I mean, we are both killers.

People say I have changed; I say I didn't. I'm still the one who laughs at life. I'm still the one who has high hopes, even though my heart is empty. I'm still the one who waits for tomorrow, which never arrives. I'm still the one who knocks on the door, even if life has thrown me out. I'm still the one who is still alive. So I haven't .
© -Sammie