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The Battle Within
There's a war constantly raging within me. An epic battle that goes unnoticed. It's a classic tale of good versus evil, the dark versus the light. Im up against myself in this fight for my life. Everyday is a struggle to just stay alive. I've given up trying to win. I'm just trying to survive to live another day. I have Lupus and this is my fight. My own body has betrayed me. How did my reality suddenly become a fantasy? My worst nightmare is now real. In the end, I just want to make a positive difference in this world. Cause right now I feel as if I'm letting my kids down. I hate what this disease has forced me to miss. The fact I've had to sit on the sidelines and watch life pass me by. I want to do so much but will never get the opportunity. I don't want to be forgotten. I want my kids to know how proud I am of them.
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