I am not afraid to be at fault,
Just tired of pretending that I am not.

I am not afraid to say I am bad,
Just tired of hiding myself when I'm mad.

I am not afraid to lose my mind,
Just tired of believing that I am fine.

I am not afraid to lose my faith,
Just tired of convincing hope to stay.

I am not afraid to say goodbye,
To the people who failed to keep me by.

So in the end, I am not afraid, just tired of it all,
The same old pretence that makes me feel small,
By lying to myself will not help me in any way,
So maybe by accepting, I can go on with my day.

Written: June 21, 2021.
(𝙁𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝟖𝐭𝐡 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦 𝙅𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡)
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