I don't understand
why people who doesn't like chaos
are forced to live in it.
And she cares too much about it that
she herself became a chaos
but her chaos is an art
that she got from her surroundings.
she doesn't let that out like others does
she keeps it pressed to herself
because she knows how it feels
to let it out.
she knows how it affects the surrounding
and how it feels to the ones listening to it.
She's not afraid of it.
She just feels sorry
for what she got
unlike what she deserves.
© Lily ♡