this is the problem in our situation, you need to pay attention... we have to know our obligation, this complication is giving me frustration, the violation. all the manipulation there's no justification... It's unsure that things will ever be the same, it's a shame I still carry your name... who's to blame me or you? ... yah we both do... but my heart you broke in two and now I don't have a clue on what I should do... I will never look at you like before and restore, cause you swore you would never do it for sure... im trying to forget what's been done , be numb I feel so dumb.... so betrayed, degrade so much hate it's weighing me down it feels like I'm about...