DROWNED IN MY ANXIETY
I let my anxiety take control,
And, it took the best of me.
It started by inflicting me with doubts,
That I couldn't see the lights the world had to offer,
Because, I only saw myself wallowing in my unforgivable insecurities.
My anxiety tore me into pieces,
And, I couldn't believe the truthful words.
All I heard was heartfelt lies,
That sounded really believable to ignore,
I was punctured to the core,
And, I let their venom slither and bore infinite holes.
My anxiety shattered me completely,
And, I didn't know love was true.
Love stood right in front of me,
It professed its undying affections,
Merriments , but
I still couldn't believe,
Because, my doubts were stronger than the supposed affections.
This anxiety knocked me to the curb,
And, I was as hopeless as my screeching insecurities.
I drowned in my anxieties,
Which left me cold to the bones,
Drenched to my soul, and
I couldn't reassure myself anymore.
My anxiety left me with no feelings,
So, there was no hope of healing.
~ Nusrah 💎
© nusrah_writes
And, it took the best of me.
It started by inflicting me with doubts,
That I couldn't see the lights the world had to offer,
Because, I only saw myself wallowing in my unforgivable insecurities.
My anxiety tore me into pieces,
And, I couldn't believe the truthful words.
All I heard was heartfelt lies,
That sounded really believable to ignore,
I was punctured to the core,
And, I let their venom slither and bore infinite holes.
My anxiety shattered me completely,
And, I didn't know love was true.
Love stood right in front of me,
It professed its undying affections,
Merriments , but
I still couldn't believe,
Because, my doubts were stronger than the supposed affections.
This anxiety knocked me to the curb,
And, I was as hopeless as my screeching insecurities.
I drowned in my anxieties,
Which left me cold to the bones,
Drenched to my soul, and
I couldn't reassure myself anymore.
My anxiety left me with no feelings,
So, there was no hope of healing.
~ Nusrah 💎
© nusrah_writes