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Teach me how to be ok
Joy can no longer find its way
Through all the grief and pain
I’ll do whatever it takes
To remedy any past mistakes
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Tears stream down inside of me
But I show only pure joy for others to see
As for the thoughts that won’t go away,
My frequent cries are deafening
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Unable but I should ask someone for help-
When I’m unable to accept myself
I know it’s mostly all in my mind
Still, peace I can’t seem to find
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Anguish buried deep inside
Held by a wan layer of pride
Constant agony and suffering
I pray but there’s simply nothing
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In no way are things getting better
I’m afraid I’ll burst from all the pressure
I don’t want to live this way
Please teach me how to be ok*

*A Spew prompt (ig)
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