Today...
Wasn't the first of these last few weeks
Sat there feeling like the biggest freak
Sat there while all her body could do was shake
Uncontrollably, it took over, while everything ached
Everything in her felt like it was just breaking

She had quit smoking
Quite a while ago but smoked again today
Feeling again like she is now burdening
Everyone, with her presence.
But it was more than that, for hours she...