Darkness spills over the gloomy sky
Once again I walk down this stony alley
The company of snow use to bring me a sense of delight
Now it's just meaningless
Filling my mind with late night thoughts
Thoughts as cold as the snow filled sidewalks
I shouldn't be looking at these polaroid pictures
I shouldn't be thinking of them
I shouldn't be here
But I can't control myself
This doesn't even feel like life anymore
And I still take these cold walks
Willingly
Maybe this is my way of punishing myself
For all those damn mistakes
All those hearts I've broken
All those lies
I've been here before, and you know it father
I'm sorry for who I was
And I thank you for the angels you've sent me
I'll take myself back to the church
So I can pray these words

...Please...

Forgive me

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