say goodbye
one final time
tell me you love me with a twist of the knife
you left behind
stabbed deep in my spine
when you told me this was our final goodbye

tell me my love was abusive
I’ll tell you how you always used it
wake me up just to break down
but when I do you just turn it around
how was I supposed to love you
if your love was never true
and I would ask you
if we were good, you’d say we’re fine
while that pain deep in your mind
built up like pressure
hard to confine
hard to confide
when all I ever did
was try so hard to hide
how I was feeling
how you made me feel
cause men aren’t supposed to open up
just pretend that this was real
until it’s not
but still im caught
by the lies and hard goodbyes
by somebody that already forgot

say goodbye
on final time
you said you loved me, what a fucking disguise
you left behind
a knife in my spine
when you told me this was our final goodbye

I left that text on read
let those words bounce around in my head
like ricochets from bouncing bullets ...